I know I haven't’ been the best blogger as of late. Honestly, I haven’t felt like sharing much of what I’ve been going through the past year. Maybe I felt ashamed for struggling so much and wanted to continue to give off the persona that everything was perfect. I’m not perfect. Far from it. But that’s what makes me real and human. I think that’s what people want to see and read about. Not everyone is a fitness model or perfect wife and mother. So here it is! My comeback to blogging. It’s going to be real and raw and everything I’ve kept inside. Last year when we returned from our Disney vacation (June 2017), I started back into training for my 3rd Madison Marathon. I wanted a PR so badly for this race. I wanted so badly to be under 5 hours. My training sucked! With EJ starting peewee football and my class load at work (I’ll get into that later), every time I thought about this race, I dreaded it. Honestly, I was falling more and more in love with weightlifting,
Taking two weeks off from all exercise to go on family vacation was fantastic! I loved not worrying about getting up early before the sun to get in a run or a workout. I loved not worrying about what I was eating. But I especially enjoyed all the amazing experiences I had with my family. That was what mattered the most to me. With that being said, I have been STRUGGLING to get my groove back with my workouts and my healthy eating. I have been finding it hard to wake up early for my training runs during the week and especially on the weekends. Even weightlifting, which I am totally getting into lately, has been a struggle. Part of that struggle has to do with marathon training. I am feeling totally overwhelmed by it. With EJ starting football and the potential for me to have more work responsibilities, it is going to be a challenge fitting in all my running. I am trying to make running a priority right now and get my training runs done before I do any lifting, and I th