I know I haven't’ been the best blogger as of late. Honestly, I haven’t felt like sharing much of what I’ve been going through the past year. Maybe I felt ashamed for struggling so much and wanted to continue to give off the persona that everything was perfect. I’m not perfect. Far from it. But that’s what makes me real and human. I think that’s what people want to see and read about. Not everyone is a fitness model or perfect wife and mother. So here it is! My comeback to blogging. It’s going to be real and raw and everything I’ve kept inside. Last year when we returned from our Disney vacation (June 2017), I started back into training for my 3rd Madison Marathon. I wanted a PR so badly for this race. I wanted so badly to be under 5 hours. My training sucked! With EJ starting peewee football and my class load at work (I’ll get into that later), every time I thought about this race, I dreaded it. Honestly, I was falling more and more in love with weightlifting,